The colony was well-protected, a beehive the bees never left.
The woman had been born there. Like the others in her world,
she had no name.
One day, a page from an old novel floated up from the depths of
her computer. On that page lived characters who did have
names. At that moment, the woman knew that she, too, wanted
one.
The word emerald caught her attention. She liked
its murmuring sound and its meaning, a rare and precious stone.
The woman adopted Emerald as her name.
She told no one of this odd ornament she'd acquired, for the
colony disapproved of surplus possessions. Its inhabitants'
needs were well provided for. An array of smoothly
functioning devices supplied nutritious food, clean water, a
pleasant climate, appropriate entertainment and continuous contact
with others in the colony.
Emerald had several friends she'd never met, though she saw
them and corresponded with them daily. All of them looked
like Emerald, their faces long and sweet, their bodies small,
their limbs underdeveloped. Only their hands were strong and
flexible, able to move speedily over keyboards.
Emerald loved her keyboards. She felt they were part of
her, as if they'd sprouted from her fingers. She spent most
of the day at her computer, with short breaks for meals and
entertainment.
There was a small, square window in Emerald's cell at which she
liked to gaze. It wasn't a window as we know it, but a very
old photo of the sea, its reds and purples reflecting a summer
sunset. Each cell had a landscape chosen by its tenant.
Emerald was deeply attached to her picture. At times, she
felt she loved it more than her keyboards.
Not long after Emerald had found her name, her computer
displayed another surprising thing, a column made of small
clusters of words. It seemed harmless enough. But when
Emerald read the words, she felt queer, as if she'd swallowed
something alive, something that wriggled. She rubbed her
chest, stuck fingers down her throat, drank a warm and soothing
infusion, but nothing helped.
Finally, Emerald curled up on her bed. She thought of
contacting friends to ask advice, but time passed in a maze of
indecision and darkness came. Communication was discouraged after
dark. So Emerald lay awake in her tiny cell, alone with
whatever had crawled into her chest.
The word lonely slipped into her mind, a word she'd
never needed before.
I'm lonely, thought Emerald, frowning, I'm afraid.
There is no one here who understands. Then Emerald began to
cry. She cried so hard that a small lump sprang from her
chest and fell into her hand.
To Emerald's amazement, it was a baby, iridescent green and
perfectly formed. She had actually given birth, a forbidden
process. Birth was carefully monitored in their world.
It was carried out elsewhere and in secret.
Emerald's baby was blinking, its eyes were opening. She
was no bigger than Emerald's palm and fit there perfectly.
Emerald wondered how to care for her, what to feed her. But
then the answers slipped into her mind as if she'd always known
them. She fiddled with her machines until they produced the
proper warm liquid and fed her baby. She moulded one of her
softest towels into a nest and placed her baby there.
***
As the days passed, Emerald had less and less patience for
keyboards and friends.
Her baby was demanding and energetic. Her limbs were
unusually sturdy. And her chatter was unique, sounds that were
syncopated, rhythmic. Emerald decided to give her a name, she
called her Leaf.
When the crisis came, Emerald was unprepared. Leaf wanted
to go out.
"There is no out," protested Emerald. "There is only in."
But her baby pointed towards the sunset window and emitted
sounds that grated in Emerald's ears. When she begged Leaf
to be content, Leaf only scowled and ripped her cherished picture
from the wall. Oddly enough, there was a hole behind it.
Leaf crept quickly through the hole and disappeared.
***
Emerald grieved for a time, then returned to her tranquil life.
She renewed contact with friends, who responded as if she'd never
been away and showed little concern about her silence. For
many months, whenever a column of old words marched like tiny
spiders across her screen, Emerald squeezed her eyes shut and
clicked them away.
Then, one day, she gave in to temptation, and read a phrase.
Incautiously, she whispered the words aloud, feeling a throb of
pleasure deep within her.
The room began to spin.
Emerald fainted.
When she awoke, she was surrounded by mewling babies of
different colours. Though newly born, they were extremely
strong. They began to scratch at the walls of Emerald's cell
and soon they'd managed to tear her cell apart.
Emerald drifted down. She seemed to fall a very long way.
At last, she found herself in a summer meadow, sprawled on the
earth, her babies scattered around her. She winced as
pebbles and grasses pricked her skin. Gazing above her, she saw a
row of birds. They stared with voracious interest at her
babies.
As Emerald thought frantically how to protect them, she
noticed, in the distance, a moving dot hurrying closer and closer.
It was Leaf, tall and slender, fully grown.
She lifted Emerald as if she were a child, then spoke to the
birds in their own trilling language. Each bird picked up a
baby in its beak and carried it to Leaf's home beside a lake, its
large windows open in all directions.
At sunset, the women sat together, their hands linked as
comfortably as vines, their faces reflecting the red and purple
sky.