"Who told you to come here? Scoot before I shoot your sorry ass
off!"
Bill Waldron had cracked open his tenement door and was
shouting at the clean-cut government agent standing in the filthy
hallway.
Unfazed, the dark-suited man stared at the cavernous mouths of
the rusty double-barreled shotgun that the shaggy-haired recluse
was poking through the narrow, chain-barred gap.
"Put the gun away, sir. I’m just here to deliver a
package."
Bill glowered at the agent. At last, with a loud grunt,
he brusquely lowered the firearm. "Is it from my son
Walter?"
The agent nodded and said, "Yes, sir." He wrinkled his
nose and seemed inclined to say more, but instead held out a brown
parcel neatly wrapped in twine.
Without taking his eyes off the agent's lean face, Bill slowly
unbolted the door and, shotgun in one grimy hand, grabbed the
package with the other.
"Now, scat," Bill said.
The agent nodded and walked towards the rubbish-strewn stairs
with Bill's flinty eyes on his back. Halfway down the
urine-soaked corridor, the agent hesitated and turned around to
face Bill.
"We'll be waiting in Central Plaza, sir, in case you change
your mind."
Bill, without further ado, slammed the door shut.
***
I know what's inside, Bill thought. Don't have to
be a rocket scientist to see that.
He threw aside the empty shotgun and tossed the package onto
the tenement's scarred linoleum floor. He sagged into a
couch moldering amidst a plethora of household junk and stared at
the parcel until the reddish rays of the waning sun reached the
base of its half-foot height.
Sighing, Bill rubbed his leathery face, stood up, and retrieved
the parcel. He returned to the couch, sat down, and set the parcel
on top of his lap. He ran his pallid hands over the paper
wrapping, tracing the neat, crisp creases with greasy fingers
until they touched the loosely tied knot that held the package
together.
I don't have to open it, he thought. It won't change
anything. But Walter sent it. Walter wanted me to have it.
His fingers trembling, Bill tugged the knot loose and let the
two frayed ends of twine fall against his heaving chest. He
unwrapped the parcel, discarding the crumpled paper to reveal a
corrugated cardboard box. With a dirty fingernail, he pried the
box lid open.
It's so light—lighter than I remembered, Bill thought as
he took out a thin, silvery garment from inside the box.
Bill stood up and shook it out twice, the long Velcro straps
whiplashing against his naked forearms. A piece of paper
flew out from one of its pockets and fluttered onto the floor.
Bill picked up the paper and read:
Dear Dad,
I was packing up my stuff when I found your spacesuit inside
a closet; I thought I'd send it back to you.
Dad, it wasn't your fault that Mom died in that accident
fourteen years ago. It's true that she wanted to be like
you— maybe because she loved you so much—but it was ultimately
her own choice to join the space program. She knew the
risks. Who could have known that the Astraea's space-fold
engines were faulty? I miss Mom, too—I still cry when I
remember her —but unlike you, I've learned to pick up the pieces
and move on.
You probably won't change your mind, but I still think the
Exodus is our only chance to outlive the sun's premature cool
down. We owe it to ourselves and our future generations to
survive—to preserve humanity from extinction.
I have to sign off now. I wanted to hand this
personally to you, but I'm busy preparing the Galatea for
liftoff.
You are—and shall always be—my hero.
I love you, Dad.
Walter
Bill wiped his eyes and shoved the paper inside his tattered
housecoat. Ellen, he thought, my darling. My love. How
could I have lost you? How can Walter expect me to wander
amongst the bright stars without you by my side?
Bill laid his old spacesuit out on the couch, sat on the floor,
and wept until the darkness outside smothered the rays of the
dying sun. In the wide, ferrocrete plaza across the
tenement, unseen by Bill, the last ship of the Terran Exodus rose
from the ground and, with a gentle roar, traced its luminous,
golden-yellow plumes up, up, and across the cool evening sky.